Anonymous asked:i don't want to get a job, i don't want to go to college, i don't even want to finish this last year of schooling come this fall. i feel as though everything i have been doing is to please everyone else but myself. my calling is higher than that, although i can't quite explain. i can't even put into words some of the energies i have been experiencing lately. i don't know what to do. i just feel crazy the majority of the time. everything seems to intensify more and more each day.
Yeah i went through a period of this too and maybe deep down i still might feel this way, lol. but you can’t just do nothing either you know? Follow your dreams, do what you WANT to do, if you don’t like the college career you’re aspiring too, think about what you want to do to help the world, how you want to live, what do you dream of doing? Everyone has dreams, it’s time to really think about what YOU want and how you want to live your life because you are the one projecting your own outcome of the world. Stop trying to please everyone else and please yourself, this is a solar plexus issue, oh i know this feeling oh too well.
believe me if i had it my way, i would try to get energy healing in the mainstream and publicly try to instill the truth out there so more people would become aware of how we already have the cure to disease and illness, it’s innate within ALL OF US through the healing grids. but yeah i’m going into tangents. You have to stop thinking about what everyone else thinks and do what brings you joy and beauty to your own life. Maybe you don’t need college, maybe you need to do your own studying of your own or maybe you just need to stop thinking so much and see where the road is actually supposed to take you.
Maybe your calling is higher or we’re all here on some mission that we can’t define yet but i just want to say for people who believe they’re “waiting” for the ascension and “waiting” for some magic lightning bolt of energy to say “BAM this is your life purpose”. It’s NOT that easy and you won’t get yourself there by thinking in the future of wanting it to happen you have to BECOME it. You have to BE it and you have to stop waiting for ascension. We ARE ascending. There is no waiting within the NOW. It’s happening NOW. In the eternal present. We’re creating NOW. not tomorrow, not waiting…w
You aren’t crazy, don’t even THINK about saying that you are crazy or insane any longer. You are far from that, so far from that and you have to realize this for yourself. We’ve definitely been going through some sort of weird rebirthing shift within this past week or two, you aren’t alone with these feelings. A lot of new energy is coming to the surface but this isn’t a time to bask in the things you ‘don’t want to do’ it’s a time to start dreaming and imaging the things you WANT to do with yourself. How do you envision utopia? How do you see heaven on earth? How do you feel? What do you want to do for the world? What do you want to do for yourself? What is the necessary changes you need to make within your own life to make yourself happy? Now that is where you start believing, by believing in yourself. You aren’t crazy, this is real and it’s happening all around us. We all go through that period of doubt and suffering but you must realize all that you are and reflect the love within yourself that radiates from your heart.
The world is changing and things will get more intense by the day and the energy of teh world is also growing and filling up our hearts and minds but the trick you must find for yourself is where you want to be during all of this. Who do you want to be? I can’t tell you what to do for it is only within your heart that the answer will be true. Find the place that you call home and start bringing your dreams into reality my dear
much love and healing light <3