Hello.. my question is probably a little unanswerable but it could not hurt… I’ve been remembering more of my past lives, and in each one that I remember I have died a violent death at the hands of another.
I do not want this to happen, and feel hopeless because an acquaintance says that because of karma or bad stuff I did I deserve the bad things in this life too, even though I also lived helping other people out.. I’m a Solar Gemini/Lunar Taurus and I’m currently unstably housed, disowned by my family, friendless aside from my boyfriend and unemployed despite having tried for months to find work.
I want to break the karmic cycle and end the cycle of suffering so I don’t have to have the same thing played out on repeat over and over again.
Is this possible? If not, how can I come to peace with it all?
The repeating numbers 4:44, 11:11, 12:12 5:55 etc, have been showing up as well, even moreso now that I’ve begun thinking of breaking the cycle… it is a bit scary.
Random note on my boyfriend; we were lovers in a past life as well, he is a Solar Pisces/Lunar Scorpio but somehow we just click wonderfully.
So, is it possible to end the cycle of suffering that I’ve been trapped in age after age? Or should I give up and work on finding peace..? 

 ~ teamcharliefoxtrot 

Find your own inner peace again my dear, if you spend all this time worrying about the future will you just cause yourself stress and anxiety. Be happy with your lovely boyfriend and just release this negative energy concerning your karmic bonds. If it helps you, try and find a past life regression therapist or something to put your mind at ease. 

   This is what ascension is about is releasing our karmic bonds, we are releasing the past to merge with the eternal present.  Everything is happening as it should, everything happens for a reason and for that reason alone you will find your own inner answer. However if you spend all your time worrying about things you will accidentally start projecting manifestations into your life and you don’t want that to happen. So focus on the moment of now and rest assured that you are already starting to release your karma through your daily life. 

You’re seeing the numerology (  4:44, 11:11, 12:12 5:55 etc.)  because each double or triple number is a code sequences that is symbol triggering your consciousness into awakening your dna structure and your energy into awareness. they are also mind relapse triggers that give our mind signals to awaken. The more you notice the more you see :)

http://theawakenedstate.tumblr.com/post/26949806775/numerology

I hope this helps you out 

much love and healing light <3