“How is that allowing thoughts to rule you? because i’m thinking outside of the box by not conforming to societies norms? how is working or studying going to fix my problem? it’s just a distraction from the actual problem at hand.” The problem is you think you’re thinking outside the box. You’re just making common sense. So stop feeling so damn defeated or they make you the fool. If you don’t want money, start your garden far away from people that have guns and cultivate your water. Gaia wants you to be you. These are ideas made by others that help live in harmony with the earth. If you think the earth can’t support what the 1% of the wealth in the world is doing to the rest of the world the earth would have imploded or the atmosphere would have killed us all off. Not the case. We’re sheep as long as you think you’re a sheep. Honestly, life is only what you make of it. You’re young, work a job to meditate that busy mind that stresses about a problem you can’t fix all by yourself! I want to change the world too; I’m fucking upset with the way things are run as well. I see the problems as well. I KNOW THESE THINGS. But that doesn’t change anything unless I bring these things to others attention and HOPE they will incorporate well earth loving qualities in their life. Study so you can see many perspectives instead of the one you’re running around in circles in. Life is an ant farm and there’s no breaking everyone out. There’s no world Peace, there never will be as long as money is a peaceful way to attain valuables because people will mask chaos under money. Osho may be right in a sense, but I don’t see him changing the entire world, substituting our presidents with proper ones that aren’t in ties to a bloodline. I don’t see osho halting the flow of money and changing it in a way where the elites that own most of the wealth must succumb. So stop with this spouting because I share the same pain and preaching brings awareness but do it in a productive way for you. Increase your resources unless you desire to live in the mountains and hunt for your food/growing a garden. Because I would do this but I want a society of people to meet, I want to see other humans living intricate lives with goals that vary. Money is good and bad, never one or the other. It means well but is manipulated. Honestly, you’re human. You live once, contribute what you can and that’s it. Then you’re dead. Please take the things I say with love because I have a similar issue, I always think about how fucked up things are and the problems of the world. But as whimsical this is, it isn’t doing anything unless you’re DOING. So just do. Nike. They got that shit on lock. But for real I say this out of love, please, this is constructive so that you may free up the pain and burden. Even if you don’t agree, consider what I’ve said please. 
Namaste to you Ash.
- Dimitri