Anonymous asked:my emotions and energy have been going HAY WIRE. all different ends of the spectrum.. some days i feel so insanely negative. other people are noticing it in me too.. i don't feel good about it. i don't know why i feel so pessimistic when i only have things to be happy about. i don't feel like myself ...
i know it feels like you’re bipolar and on an emotional roller coaster ride doesn’t it? Many people right now are facing the dark night of the soul and the ego mind is at it’s strongest because we’re releasing a HELLA lot of old excess energy. This is part of the integration of the different energy currents, your old 3d self is trying to release and integrate with your higher dimensional 5d light body developing self. i’ve been talking about this recently, i wrote about a lot on the integration here: http://theawakenedstate.tumblr.com/post/33281559654/integration
You will also notice that sometimes you will randomly feel angry, sad, anxious, etc. watch your thoughts, empathy is increasing and sometimes believe it or not, they aren’t always YOU. Release and ask yourself is this really me feeling pessimistic?
Stay strong, I HIGHLY suggest grounding right now, make it a top priority because our root chakras are getting a work out these days and we desperately NEED to stay grounded. Work on meditation, find time where you can just be silent, truly work on your heart, loving yourself, find your center again. When i go through my own thought loops and put myself back in the past or have panic attacks about the future, i stop myself and ask myself why. Why are you having these thoughts? these thoughts aren’t you, they are illusions of your own projected fears. find your center again by listening to the silence. Thoughts are racing right now because we’re at a tipping point, the ego is trying to hold on and fight to stay with you as you’re breaking the barriers of 3d paradigm within yourself. This is all about the Release. Perfectly normal, just find your happy place again and you’ll feel better in no time :)
much love and healing light to you <3