An autistic awakening through LSD and reading the truth contest

Hello everyone I wanted to share my experience with awakening. I should start with a little background information about myself. When I was a kid I was diagnosed with Asperger’s syndrome. looking back at it now I realize that there wasn’t anything really wrong with me I just had serious insecurity issues because of constant bullying and hate by my peers and even adults.

I was bullied a lot in Elementary school and it made me have a very negative outlook on life, it wasn’t until I started meeting people who had compassion in their hearts that my life started to change. So fast foward to when I’m 19 years old and just graduated High School, everything felt off to me for some reason I had just lost a lot of weight (over 90 pounds) I did this because I felt like being fat was holding me back and everyone was proud of me, some people were still negative to me of course but I got a lot more people who were actually rooting for me and were proud of me but at the same time I felt weird like something was missing. I still had constant anxiety, I spent a lot of time alone and I still do but whenever I went on I felt like I was constantly being judged by other people even if they weren’t or I wouldn’t know if they were judging me.

 I guess it was from being bullied for so many years of my life, I lost my trust in people and I felt like everyone was out to get me even the people who still loved me and were trying to help. I started reading a lot about spirituality on my free time, one of the first things I read was the truth contest which really struck me as interesting and I went back and read it over and over again. I started digging deeper and read even more stuff, from the teachings of Buddha, to Eckhart Tolles book the power of now, spirit science, the bible, I read everything I possibly could my intention was to find out the truth.

 I wanted to know there was more to this life then met the eye, because I was in a state of constant misery battling depression and anxiety I did everything I could, but it felt like nothing worked, one of the main things keeping me from suicide was the thought of hurting my loved ones especially my mother. Well at the time I had a small group of friends I did hang out with occasionally, we didn’t have a lot in common in fact I was quite different then them but I was still glad to have them as friends.

We smoked cannabis together, occasionally we would drink alcohol. One day my friend bought a strip of some high quality high dose acid and some sugar cubes. I have never been a hard druggy, I was happy with just cannabis, but I heard a lot about lsd and how it can open your perspective so I was willing to try it out.

 The first time I bought LSD I had just one strip and didn’t feel anything, this time I was taking a sugar cube which was infused with over 2 doses and I had just lost a lot of weight. So I eat the sugar cube, with a few of my friends it was a great time in fact possibly the most happiest I ever was my entire life just talking and hanging out with my friends we were laughing and joking about everything and I started to realize that life isn’t really all that serious as our mind makes it out to be.

So me and my friends are tripping for hours, it turns out that their lsd wore off early because they had a less strong dose compared to me and they fell asleep. So I was alone and the trip was still pretty intense for me, I decided to walk home and so I did I put some pink floyd on and put head phones in my ears and wow that was amazing like words can not describe. When I got home and took my headphones off I was still pretty euphoric but even through all that I felt some anxiety. I sat down and turned on my computer, I started reading the truth contest again, I already had it open in a tab before I left.

I couldn’t stop reading it and all these questions surged through my head, and my anxiety came back stronger then ever before, my mind worrying about this worrying about this, something inside me cried out IT DOESN’T REALLY MATTER WE ALL DIE ANYWAY. Right then everything went silent. and it felt so strange it was like my mind was dead it was no longer thinking. I suddenly got very scared and started crying I thought I messed up, I started saying I sure done it this time I immediately apologized to God even though I didn’t believe in him prior to this experience, I said i’m sorry God I really messed up, I think my brain is dead I think my body is shot, why I said this I don’t know it was the most bizarre feeling ever it was like God had forsaken me it was like I had no soul and I was just empty.

For the next few weeks after that I was more depressed then I ever been before, I kept bursting out in tears for no reason even though I just wanted to surrender and move on, I realize now that it was just cleansing my body of old negative energies. Now I have made a lot of changes, I switched to a vegan diet, starting listening to bi-narul beats, meditate frequently and it’s much easier for me to stay present. Somewhere along my path I came to the conclusion that if i’m going to be in this body I might as well make it a body worth living in.

Nowadays my life is completely different, and I realize that my social awkwardness was just pointless and resistance to what is, I realize that anyone, even the most unintelligent person in the world can come off as likable with some confidence. After the dark night of the soul everything was much more clearer to me though it wasn’t a short walk I remember multiple times within the dark night (more like months) that I thought it was over and I would never be the same again. I realize now that out of darkness comes light, a light brighter than any other. Sending my love to all the truth seekers out there, keep searching within for yourself.

With Love, Austin
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Thank you for your submission and story

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Numerology 11, 111, 1111

So I’ve been seeing the number 1 a lot lately (1, 11, 111, 1111, etc.) and the time 12:29, and I check my phone charge and it’s usually at 94% when I check it… Any idea what this could mean? It seems to be too much repetition to be a coincidence, or it could just be my own personal routine or something, but it’s worth knowing if there could possibly be a meaning to the numbers I see frequently ☮️❤️
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This is one of the very common questions I get.  Each number corresponds to the system of the Kabbalah and the tarot, they are mind relapse triggers that give our mind signals to awaken. These are archetypal symbols that are triggered by our subconscious mind just like jungian psychology

11:11 is usually the gateway.  111 – the vision, illumination, channel to the subconscious, insight without rational thought, 

12: 29 = 311 or = 5

94 = 13 

I have a lot more info on this here: 
http://theawakenedstate.net/numerology/


The numbers are there to guide us but the most powerful meaning is the one you put in front of the symbol. The answers are already there, in time we find the interpretations within ourselves. ♥

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Awakening Stories: Just trying to figure me out…

I suppose I am going through an awakening, im just posting this cause I feel as if I have nobody to talk too. Im jusy going to put how im feeling. Start off from the beginning… I was born dead, a stillborn, my grandma thinks its cause my soul was wanting to stay where it was,  she prayed that I would find my way into this world, and here I came. Following this I didnt speak, for much of my young childhood, I pointed and grunted, but never spoke. I can remember very vividly my childhood,  things that happened,  as a 5 year old I recalled something to my family in explicit detail that they said shouldnt have been possible because it happened 4 years before I was born. But I remember it happening.

Lets backtrack to my great grandfathers funeral, I was 3, my grandma stayed close to me, the whole time I was upbeat,  happy. But I kept asking questions,  why is there, is he dead, why is he dead, where’s he going? Questions a 3 year old should never ask, so my grandma took me into the other room, and would make me repeat,  youre just a kid. Over and over.( Along with that ive had people call me an old soul, over the course of my life).

 As the funeral went on, I was being a kid, but as soon as the casket closed, I let out a haunting scream, one that people that were there still recall to me as the most horrific scream theyve ever heard,  and I wouldnt stop crying. The elders gathered around me (Im native american) and began praying and blessing me, while others were saying my grandfather was trying to take me with him. And to this day no one has an answer… just a few of thr many odd things that occured I see things, things that arent meant to be there. Or an emotion that doesnt have to feel bad but shouldnt be there.

 Im 16 now, and stuff like that happens, I hear people whisper my name yet is as loud as a yell, or see people and they disappear, babies stare at me and dont stop tell im gone, and dogs dont leave me alone when im with them. People sre drawn to me, and connect to me easily,  I mske strangers my friends by just a look it seems. Yet I have trouble connecting with people,  I tend to push away, and I stay out of intimate relationships. I feel as if im meant to do something but idk what it is yet, im trying to find myself,  and im questioning everything, this material isnt enough, I know theres more,  I just wanna figure it out, I want help, I neef someone to ask too, cause I feel as if no one understands, ive heard terms such as crystal child and resonate so much eith thay, along with starseed, but for right now,  im just trying to figure out who I am, and where I belong…
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You are never alone, remember  that. You have just begun, don’t stop questioning and being curious of the world around you. You are meant for great things. Thanks for sharing ♥ 

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Psychic Series: You See What You Want to See • The Awakened State

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Psychic Series: You See What You Want to See • The Awakened State

I got to sit down with my friend and amazing professional psychic medium Wendy Piepenburg for my YouTube series 'The Magic Of'. I wanted to share the info

The Awakened State is all about sharing experiences! Here is  a psychic series from guest author April. She is sharing Insight from her Youtube Series The Magic of.

Enjoy!

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Meeting Soul Connections

I am wondering what your perspective is on meeting individuals with whom we have an apparent soul connection with upon meeting. Several years ago, I came across someone at a grocery store and I immediately felt a line of energy between us. I didn’t even see their face, just their body. It was so amazing and powerful! I immediately got so nervous that I ran away before I could try to face them at all. Apparently they had sensed something too because my friend who was with me noticed their body language as this was happening.

I’ve really felt perplexed since all of this occurred, often wondering how I could have avoided the panic I felt accompanied by a sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach. I know I wasn’t afraid of them in the sense that they gave me a bad vibe or something. It was more of a problem I felt like I had with myself.
I’ve had some real, unrelated challenges in my life since then. Because of this, I’ve had many shifts in my perceptions and have experienced much soul growth but that experience continues to make me nervous.
  
Why I’m asking this is because I’ve been having an intuitive feeling that someone like this is going to come into my life again in the near future. Maybe even before the end of the year. I would really love to be able to be present for this person and avoid a full blown panic attack. I’ve regretted the reaction I had the first time.

When I’ve examined all of this closer, I’ve recalled initially having this response when I was very young and my parents would shame me and give me a hard time about people I was interested in, so much so that I stopped sharing any of my personal life with them. In light of all of this, I’m not sure what to do. When I try to work on this issue, it doesn’t seem to budge.

Many blessings to you. Your blog is a really incredible place!
alrighti

Thank you, it means a lot!

In many ways I’ve always mused on how other people can be these “cosmic checkpoints” triggering something deep through the ripple of energy between the other person. For instance, my one friend only visits once in a blue moon and every time she comes, there is this big shift that takes place after in my personal life. it’s not necessarily the physical person, it’s the ripple they create through your cosmic checkpoint. Plain and simple, the vibration changes and shifts in consciousness.

 These appear often during the awakening experience because you start mirroring your energy more and more into your material world. So in reality it’s not truthfully about this physical person, what you felt is an internal feeling arising within YOU. The thing coming…is you. :) The fact that this person’s energy affected you so strongly is also an indication they triggered something deep within you to acknowledge within yourself. It can get a little trippy when you start thinking of relationships this way but it’s really a way for the mind to acknowledge itself through energy. 

it sounds like it also triggered a past wound from your childhood, this is something you merely need to let go of through acceptance because it is a part of your past not your present. 

Also if you feel this person is coming soon in your future, also realize that they are with you in your present reality through the connection within you. 

Really i think this was an occurrence where your higher self was just winking at you, if you know what I mean :)

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What Is Deja Vu in the Awakening World?

Would you mind explaining Deja Vu in the context of the universe and/or esotericism. please
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Point Blank Deja Vu = Change through Shift in Conscious Perception

Deja Vu is really like that scene from the matrix where Neo sees the black cat twice and they inform him there’s been a change in the matrix. Deja Vu occurrences are the feeling that you are experiencing a situation that you’ve been through before at other dimensions of reality. These usually happen when we experience a shift in consciousness. As the Veil is merging within our multidimensional self we have these occurrences because past-present-future is unifying together so our memories are merging together. I also see these experiences as a symbol of change. Watch your thoughts and actions during these times, it’s usually a sign of a shift in your perception.

 For instance we were out shopping and i was trying to park but every row I turned down a car kept stealing our spot, this happened three times in a row it was really trippy. I saw this as an experience of acceptance and slowing down.

Deja Vu moments are signs from your subconscious telling you to pay attention and listen.  We have these deja vu moments because they are like glitches in reality, it means change, a change in awareness, a change in circumstance a change in inner knowing. the more you see, the more you question the more you know ;)

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Sensation of Heat from Metal

Over the last few days I’ve been feeling a brief sensation of heat when I first touch metal. The first time happened while I was watching someone light a lighter. It’s only half a second of sensation but it’s considerably warmer than the actual object ends up being. Any insight?
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Well lighters naturally emit heat as it the flame is lit up but I have had someone submit a similar question about touching metal and feeling cool energy i think in their palms. I’m pretty sure it just has to deal with energy being emitted. I cannot find it its too far back in the archive. But i’m open to hear if anyone has had similar experiences with metal?

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“This”

I’m not really sure how to share this experience; it can’t be expressed with words and it has to be felt to be understood.
Also, sorry for the length of it and for my english, since it is not my mother-tongue.

Since “this” happened a few months ago, I found myself reading more and more about spiritual enlightment and other people’s experience. I was surprise to find many similar stories, yet expressed in different ways. Some will call “this” an experience of a divinity, a god, a willing power… other will just refer to it as an hormonal chemical reaction that is not yet quite understood.
A lot will call it a sort of “energy”, a “true-being”.

So “this” happened right after work. I’m a recently graduated dentist, 24 years old, who hates her current job and was in an urgent need of smoking some marijuana out of stress. I only smoked 3 or 4 times in my past, and only got to feel “the high” once because I am terrible at inhaling smoke. This time, it was a whole different “high”. I was alone in my appartment, laying down comfortably on my couch, with some relaxing background music and scented candles (cheezy I know, but it felt good). Actually, after one hour, it felt really good, I was so relaxed that I could not feel my body anymore. It was as if my body was numbed and heavy, and I was transported to some sort of … (very difficult to express this with words)… other dimension inside my brain. It was like I had a revelation, an illumination. I felt a sensation of well-being and harmony. As if, everything was clearer.
Visually, if I have to paint what I “saw”, it was like a yellowish warm light in the center. I think I lasted one hour in this state (maybe it was 10 mins or 4 hours haha who knows). I came back to the “real world” every 10-15 min, completely amazed, then relaxed again and went back to this sensation. I remember for the brief seconds when I came back to my “normal self”, I was thinking in total amazement: “omg the brain is a big mystery I can’t believe what I’m feeling right now”, “what is this, maybe that is god or is it just a path in my brain when you are just completely relaxed and specific chemical receptors get activated for this specific sensation”, “human words cant explain anything”, “still so much to explore in this world”.
I felt I wanted to stay forever in this ball of light, of unity, harmony, peace, well-being, lucidity.

Then for the next 2-3 days, I felt so good, so in touched with everything, so peaceful with my surroundings, including my terrible disrespectful patients. As if, sensations of fear, stress, madness disappeared.

I don’t really believe in god, I would call myself an atheist because sometimes I feel the need to “etiquette” myself. I still don’t believe in gods after this experience. However, it changed my perspective on life. I always had a tendency to have a very scientific, analytical, cerebral way of thinking. I still do, I still have an existentialist way of seeing life (aka we’re just materialistic organics, with no purpose in the universe and “ultimately” we’re not different than a rock in this world).

Now, I have two ways of seing my experience, 1-human just have a wonderful highly complex brain that can procure this sensation of perfection and immense well-being (as if you are on drugs) by triggering the right neurological receptors once your body and mind is truly relaxed (by meditation, marijuana….).
2- Humans have a “spirit” (something I really just dismissed in the past because of lack of scientific proofs), that can be studied through spirituality/philosophy/psychology.
Still reading a lot on the subject, and for now I don’t know. A mix of 1 and 2 maybe. And at the end does it matter to know? “This” is the closest thing that made me love/accept/unify with my surroundings in a time in my life where I couldn’t be more disgusted with humanity!
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The reason for this is bascially in a nut shell you were feeling your innate inner most being. That feeling of peaceful serenity is our natural state within the present moment. However as a society we are always consumed with the concept of psychological time, either worrying about the future, trying to control outcomes/people or depressed longing of the past. The mind allows a state of absolute peace when we are aware of our present reality. This can be achieved numerous ways, yoga, meditation, mindfulness, drugs or creative visualization.

However what’s interesting about pot is that the endocannabinoid system enhances congnitive functioning. “You could say that the endocannabinoid system is like a lock and key system into which cannabis fits. This system consists of endocannabinoids – the biochemicals our body makes (the key) and the receptors they stimulate (the lock). Endocannabinoids and their receptors are found throughout the body: in the brain, organs, connective tissues, glands, and immune cells.The two most well-known endocannabinoids are anandamide and 2-arachidonoylglycerol (2-AG). However, phytocannabinoids (plant-based cannabinoids) as found in cannabis, as well as synthetic cannabinoids found in pharmaceuticals such as Marinol, also interact with and have an effect on these cannabinoid receptors.”

The endocannabinoid system is able to work with various neuron pathways, modify them and potentially heal them. The main goal of the Endocannabinoid system is to promote homeostatsis  and an internal regulated system which is why it can heal, relax the body and mind.  It also effects the autonomic nervous system which is regularted by the hypothalamous. It also stimulates both the sympathetic and parasympathetic chemicals, which helps create a balance. It effects both hemispheres of the brain where it allows them to work together. For most people they imbalanced between the right and the left hemisphere so what this does is it allows the brain to funcition at a higher intelligence by enhancing both hemispheres as they work together in tandem.  The blood vessels dilate throughout the body which increases blood flow in the physical body. This allows the body to pump blood through a relaxed system, sending oxygen-enriched blood more efficiently. When we are stressed this is much harder to accomplish. 

Basically we can learn to do this sober without substance through the repeated knowledge of being present in our actions, mindfulness, conscious awareness, meditation and creative visualization. When we are utilizing our imagination, we are also in this state of mind. This also happens during an Awakening as the hemispheres begin to work in tandem. What you experienced is actually very normal it just is outside of our everday perceptions of reality which is why it intimidates the ego, becomes this is the point of going beyond your conditioned experiences. 

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i’m unease and weird visual things

when I close my eyes now I don’t see black anymore but there are always some shaped hazy white shapes and blurred colored things idk is irritating also when i look at the sky there are some things and swirls and it’s so ugly i can’t enjoy looking no more and one time i was so angry and i looked at the wall and there was a blue purple light idk… i’m so scared am i losing my mind? and what can i do? also my ear ring and its irritating and i’m always paranoid and unease!!!! have a lovely day or night x
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You’re not losing your mind, you’re merely awakening to the world of energy on the other side.  What you are seeing is energy, Closed-eye visuals are called phosphenes. This is actually the scientific term. Basically we are made of light energy and when we close our eyes, our brain generates biophotonic light inside our mind’s eye. What happens is your atoms are constantly emitting or absorbing light better known as photons. 

“Inside the retina, millions of tiny cells called rods and cones collect light and convert it into electrical signals. These signals travel through the optic nerve to a part of the brain called the visual cortex. Here, the brain reconstructs an image using the information received from the eyes. When a reconstructed image looks like nonsense, the brain is quick to label the image as unreal, or a phosphene.” However it’s not necesarily unreal, it’s merely you seeing yourself as energy. This goes into the science of it: http://scienceline.org/2014/12/why-do-we-see-colors-with-our-eyes-closed/

However the other instances you mention, sound like you are merely waking up towards energy. Blue/purple light sounds like Third eye or crown activity to me, you’re seeing an energy orb of yourself basically in the form of a physical vision. That is what is happening. Our entire world is made of energy and even though it is very subtle we can tap into these currents and physically see them. 

The ear ringing and paranoid feeling is also a connection to your third eye. Your mind is freaking out because this is something new outside of your current reality. Therefore it intimidates your ego into a fear of the unknown. The ear ringing could be explained as ‘frequency changes’ or some call these ‘downloads’ but it’s due to the change in pressure. Like the feeling of going up a mountain or elevator? The ears do the same thing when your frequency changes. it takes some time to get used to. 

What do you need to do? 
I would start researching some more on spiritual awakening so you can develop a peace of mind over what is happening to you. I also would start working on acceptance,when these occurences happen rather than fear or be irritated, embrace them as a natural part of you. There is nothing to fear here, that is merely the ego losing bearings over your consciousness. This is energy, you are energy and when awakening we begin to see ourselves including how we are energy beings experiencing life. 

Hope this helps! 
love <3
Ash


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Vesica Pisces

I AM … Whos is the I AM thats God answer when somebody ask for his name. I dont know much about symbolism or occult. I do have some physic abylity. But its like somebody whisper in your ear look to the left.all i could see it was a light Bulb box. And all i could read is Long Night.it was a Long Night freezing because my car has failed in the road then i push the alarm and windows roll down like we need the cherry on the top. We were shaking me and my 65 year old friend with no jacket.thats what you get when you go. To the casino it all goes wrong.or dreams or signs.i can see what life is tryng to tell me.but sometimes i dont listen and i pay the price.my name is Lizandro Peñaloza.im Mexican born in 29 of august at 9pm. of 1984 in Michoacan Mexico.. Im a Virgo.im about to turn 32 in 2016.my grandma recently died april 11 at 1pm.daylight.her name was Mary of Light.Maria de la Luz.age 86.thats when i remember this story.true story and i wonder why i saw a vesica pisces in the sun.i was rackin some leaves in fall.when i hear a loud airplane from world war 2. 1944.he always carry a sign that says Robert’s Auto Sales. It only passes by saturday and sunday in modesto ca..thats the only reason i look up to the sky.after it pass i could see the Sun with 2 perfectly circles engage with the Sun in the middle.the circles where shining from raimbow bliss.so it didnt harm my eyes.i still cover one eye.this was a perfect vesica pisces in a vertical position.

i really felt the eye in the sky was watching me its in the back of the pyramid in the Dollar Bill..and remember in the land of the b(×)(×)lind.The One () Eye Men is King. The One Eye Men is Coming and i think his a little bit pist off because the Wicked Ways of the World.. It was something Supernatural.after a 5 seconds staring to the Sun=Son.i look down i couldnt believe what i was watching.i look up again all i could see is the Sun with some smoke circles banishing.The Vesica Pisces Was Gone.im never going to forget that experience.()()().Then a lady with a bold head men run out of gas in front of my house.it was a dark van.with heavy metal star of satan the pentagram.i went with. The bold men to find the lady.she went looking for gas.i even give them like 5 dollars for gas.i just want them out of my parking place.when i saw that lady she was twisting her self like she had a legion of demons inside of her.she offer me her hand.when they were living.i look at her hand and didnt want to grab her hand but.i said well shes just being polite.i have to be polite too.i grab her hand and they left.it was very weird strange couple and the van was straight black and unique type of van with pentagram emblems.they told me the van was from a heavy metal band.after that a couple days.this happen 2013 22 of March.

322=skull and bones.secret society.obama was in israel that day i remember very clear.i was feeling some frustration and stress and in a bad mood.i try to open the window.and it kind of jams it open horizantal way its a old house with old windows.so i force it because i was very pist off.then the window shattered in a triangular shape of glass hit my right hand in my finger thumb.it went almost to the bone i could see white tissue.but it was just a size of a rice or michrochip scar for life.it did bleed a lot.i faint for 5 seconds and then got up.Then my intuition told me that the Vertical Vesica Piscis. Is a passage to the heavens.and its the force of Male and Female.and that sense it was Vertical position.it also means.The Virgin Mary in the Constellation of Virgo the Bible talks about it.Thats the Sign in the Heavens of a Woman dresseed with the sun clotles and she got 12 stars crowning her.she is Pregnant for right now.symbolism is encoded for only.The bible let those who have ears to hear and let those who have eyes to see.let them hear and see.Next time somebody or me sees the. Vesica Pisces in a Horizontal Position.its because The womb heaven the Vagina Virgin is Giving Birth to JesusChrist Son of God and Saviour. A Fish is a Christianity Symbol.is Because the Second coming is here The Sun=Son in The womb .The use to call Jesus Son of Mary .

The Fishermen The fisher of Men and Woman.sign  for vesica pisces.Theres a lot more.But im tired.as always you make your own assumptions.im only sharing a synchronicity of events that make me do this research.my intuition and conclusions.might not be truth.as always i am all about the Truth wheatever it might lead.This is a true story.my interpretations.of the signs and events i dont know if its true.But i Believe they are correct.the rabbit hole is too deep.Adios this just my Story.im tired.Some People say 22 of September the last day of Virgo 2017.Somebody is Coming.just remember the before the calm there is.a Storm Coming🌀.and then the Calm.first theres a problem then a Solution. First the false messiah the Antichrist the Phoenix.Then the Real Jesuscrist.🐦
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This is a lot to take in, I definitely believe you though. The Vesica Piscis is an important symbol. It is the galactic center. The Womb.  I’ve also had many visions with the Vesica Piscis which i’ve written about on here:
http://theawakenedstate.net/could-you-please-explain-to-me-the-meaning-of-the-2/

The Vesica Piscis is a symbol that we innate know through the collective unconscious. It is a part of our natural sacred geometry that makes us up. I think it’s also a good symbol of the balance between the negative and positive, birthing the new universe within the tripod of life. What’s interesting about this story is you mentioned you saw this symbol in the Sun. It could connect to the Vesica in that this was some type of rebirth for you that you were seeing in a vision from your subconscious. Thank you for sharing!

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Dream Symbolism:Golden Peacocks

hi,

so i had a dream two days ago. i saw that i was in my room and i looked out of the window to see a golden peacock running really fast and an enormous phoenix bird rising up and stretching out it’s wings and then it looked me in the eye. then all of a sudden, i was in my room again and i was pulling out a white thread from my throat and i kept pulling and pulling until something was about to come out and that’s when i woke up. can anyone tell me what it means?

also, i’m an indigo/starseed

warmth,
zona

Peacocks connect towards enlightenment and beauty. Peacocks also are associated with  Prometheus, the bringer of knowledge and Azazel or Melek Taus the peacock angel. My mythology is a little rusty on this so let’s pull some quotes.

“The Supreme God created (7) angels over the course of (7) days. The first of whom was The Peacock Angel. The Peacock angel ranked higher than the other (6) angels who were created to assist the Peacock angel in supervision of the world. The interesting thing is that the angels correlate to Westerners archangels, they are named: Dardiel, Israfel (Rafael), Michael, Gabriel, Shimnael and Nuriel.When the Peacock angel entered this dimension all the colors of the rainbow came through in the form of a peacock. This peacock flew all around the world bestowing blessings eventually landing in Lalish or what is now recognized as modern Iraq.

The Peacock Angel is credited with all the beauty in the world especially the worlds flora and fauna. He is the protector of the earth in spite of his dwelling in another dimension. It is said that he is a teacher to humanity and will return in an apocalyptic age possibly as a peacock. In 2007 a suicide bomber killed 400 Yezidis labeling them devil worshipped. They are targets because as the story of creation goes, God commanded the (7) angels to never bow down to anyone but him. When Adam was created it seems God gave an order to the angels to prostrate themselves before Adam and God’s new creation. Six of the (7) angels obeyed…the Peacock angel was not one of them.

 The Peacock angel was seen as defying God and was punished, being cast into the Abyss. He grieved and wept to no end, he repented for this sin. They believe he cried for 7,000 years. In his infinite mercy, the creator forgave him and returned him to his place as his chief angel to oversea the world on behalf of the creator. Peacock Angel is actually not a name, but, a title. He is most often synchronized with Lucifer or Azazel. Muslims consider The Peacock Angel the devil, thus, Yezidis devil worshippers. The Yezidis believe that the Peacock Angel is not the devil, but, the savior and ruler of the universe who was made even more compassionate by the time spent in the abyss. His day of worship is Sunday and is encompasses all the colors if the rainbow. But, blue especially. As such, he is also known as the Blue God. He manifests as a peacock, man, boy, snake, rainbow or vibrant light.” 

Basically if you read the context it all points back to the rainbow serpent or Kundalini, The Peacock is a very empowering symbol of enlightenment as the peacock connects back towards the rainbow serpent.  

Phoenix is obviously a symbol of rebirth and eternity, the fact that you saw both these totems together is quite fascinating because it directly points towards soul transformation, awakening and the enlightenment of the awakened serpent aka kundalini. 

The thread could be a signifier of you “unraveling” this mystery within you. The something that was supposed to come out was your higher self, the multidimensional form of you, transforming. :) 

gotta love dreams like this. 

hope this helps shed some light <3

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