I am leaving for work but i wrote up a review on my experience and i really wanted to share before leaving today. Hope you enjoy :)
First i do want to note that if anyone wishes to experience this, truly listen to your intuition because it isn’t for the light hearted, it’s a heavy journey you are exploring deep into your fears and breaking down the illusions of your own reality. i personally say do a lot of research, become more mind disciplined, read more eckhart tolle, learn to see behind the ego, understand the ego and mind constructs and never take this alone. Take it in a controlled environment with someone you deeply trust and love, don’t do this anywhere in public, this is as close if not better than taking a trip on ayahuasca i wholeheartly believe.
but this is my experience on 4-aco-dmt, it’s semi-personal but on another note i feel the need to share this because more people need to see the beauty of the world and how connected we truly are, if anything maybe some of the words will resonate and you’ll be able to pick something out of this that will help apply to your life now, because it changed my life and touched me so deeply. It also further inspired me to keep my book idea in mind because writing is my passion and i see that now, that i’m meant to help heal the world in whatever way the universe directs me next. So maybe this review of exploring the universal mind will help change yours <3
I had the most amazing heavenly night of my life, it was otherworldly beautiful and felt like experiencing magick. i found utopia with the love of my life, changed fate by out smarting the system and conquered the sandstones of time intiated by Thoth and the magick of Alchemy. By utilizing my mind to unlock dmt. We traveled the galaxies of time and saw into eachother’s souls by breaking through the threshold of divine love. We created the bridge of the two worlds(spiritual and material, left and right, ego and soul) and linked our hearts as one.
It was as if we traveled through every emotion in the cource of less than 24 hours. Dimensions are merely a key. It started out as very very deep in the bottom of the subconscious, this was very strange at first because it was ultimately an out of body experience. My skin felt like blobs and i just kept wanting to tell myself ‘gosh my skin is so ugly’ and we were in the jacuzzi when this happened so it was even more abnormal being in water while having an out of body experience. It was like my soul was looking down upon my body, it was completely right-brained. We were at the bottom of the tree of life, malkuth the kingdom, deep in the subconscious mind of fear, where you realize derealization and that you are not a physical being but rather a soul. Then it just kept steeping into this mind catalysm blackhole where you experience ego to the deepest degree. The entire trip was literally a life-death-rebirth cycle, traveling the tree of life with my love or going through the tarot deck of the qabalah. When you experience ego to the deepest degree your physical reality disappears and you see what death is actually like, what the afterlife is truly like. Your aura becomes this mind catalysm blackhole energy and your mental state literally time travels via your consciousness. You tap into your source memories and see into your past lives, deep past lives, different worlds, different realities and see the illusions for what they truly are.
We were in a temple. There were faces on the walls i couldn’t tell if they were aztec, mayan, egyptian or whatever but the walls were breathing, pulsating back at me. And i heard Thoth’s voice say ” I made this for your protection for you to find one another again” It was alchemy and the old mystery schools, my memory of being a high priestess. I realized not only was i just a temple, i asked to see inside my lover’s mind. I was seeing the world how he sees the world. I saw how beautiful he sees me, i saw how connected we are from the past, present and the future, i saw my star twin, i saw his fears, his dark past, how he knew the world was symbols but yet still believed he was alone because no one listened to him properly. I saw his fear of death and knew from my previous experience upon awakening how divine we actually are, i reclaimed my faith in that moment. I remember getting dressed at this time and going into the bathroom talking to the mirror. If anyone truly doesn’t know what a mirror is it’s a gateway, it was where i saw my higher self and KNEW this energy wasn’t to be feared, this may be the deepest realm of ego but if i learned anything from christmas it’s that behind every ego there is a soul and divine lesson to be learned. I saw how the faces on the walls starting morphing into playful beings, then i saw how as my mind shifted in vibrations, it changed the faces….i WAS in control. In this moment i found god, i Found the goddess within me and i realized i was in control. That’s when i snapped out of it, why be in ego when the energy is playful? It wants us to experience joy and happiness. Then Adam started to see it too and we realized that the experience is anything but over, it brings you to the threshold for a reason to experience a religious spiritual journey of the soul to true enlightenment. The symbols are there for a reason but the truth will always be inside of you.
By experiencing the deep world of the subconscious right brain of feeling, images and spatial thinking, with the help of eachother’s feeling of the heart we found the balance by linking the right brain with the left. Then he saw the world how i see the world, He saw the beauty of the world, he saw the positive, he saw himself how i see him and saw our divine connection. We saw into eachothers fears, we had deep heartfelt conversations looking into eachothers eyes, we cried, we laughed, we got back into the jacuzzi and he made me feel like a sea goddess and we made love in the light. It felt like i birthed the Universe by seeing into Adam’s soul and linking with his energy by listening to his heart. It changed my entire life and outlook on life itself. I see true faith. I see hope on the horizon. I found true love and i see that life is truly about love and sharing that love with another. Life is about finding your divine counterpart and linking with the heart. Listening through the heart. Seeing beyond the ego to find the soul. To find yourself to love yourself and love another to listen to people. To listen with your heart, listen through the silence and realize the true gift of being alive. The universe is beautiful and everything happens for a reason.
by discovered how to utilize my own dmt and discover that the ultimate secret of the universe is finding balance internally to find the external balance. Fundmentally it all links to our chakra system which is run by our endocrine system and how that creates into imbalances which are generated from our karma. Once you clear the blockages you can transform your light body into golden light and find the balance internally to attract your love of external balance. The heart is the gateway, To create the bridge of the heart with another links the two worlds together the spiritual world and the material, everyone has a divine counterpart where they link their heart with another to embrace divine love and become one. That is what this world is about and what we are trying to do, we heal people without realizing it through our words, actions, kindness and deeds, every thing we do has a purpose for our spiritual growth and through that we see that everything our higher self knows is doing the right thing for our spiritual path. Everything is changing…but first you must create your internal balance to manifest the external balance of your own personal reality.
If people love without fear,
The world will know